brooke.bomb

ok so its been a while since i've been on this.
a lot has happened
the usual relationship thing
breaking up getting back together, breaking up again, moving on, etc.

it all ends with the same result
single

hah.
i've been talking to Bea, my bestfriendeverrrr!
I haven't talked to scott in a while, i'm quite dissipointed but thats okay.
i lost a friend- lucy.

she'd rather spend her time with her boyfriend and ditch me but thats okay, its all okay.
life has to get better at some point.

i'm sitting here yapping in my undies trying to get ready so i just thought i'd update this a little.

more to come later bby.

SPEAKING OF BBY.

my bbycks shirts came in (((((((:
i'm estaticcc.

-peace.

It does, when everyone is ignoring you
:C

I don't really have much to say because nothing has really happened to me.

I'm single again, not sure if that really matters but yeah, haha.
So happy late Valentine's day to anyone who reads this junkkk. *cough cough* -Sarah-
(: Jaykay

i love you. <3

Its been a few days since i've wrote, I think its about time.
I'm been feeling icky but it hasn't kept me from being my usual cherry self. (:
Being an optimistic bundle of sunshine and spreading smiles like rays it doesn't leave time for me to bug others with my problems.
Taking slow breaths full of color (cause black and white is boring) i put on a smile and kept on going, stuffing my mouth with candy to cover up the problems that kept resurfacing.

I'd already been attacked by this giant dog that scared the wits out of me. Coco brown, it looked pretty innocent from the back but the face held a snarl that sent my heart into a heightened state of panic. So, after nearly having my legs bitten off by a dog my week just got worse. Cameron hadn't been calling, waiting and waiting. Always too busy for me. It really hurts, when you really need someone then they have to go. I don't know if i can catch up to his busy schedule.
On the other hand, Scott.


This little cutie right here. (: Was there for me, comforting me. So my weekend wasn't a complete bummer with him reassuring me, and helping me get through it with his splended advice. I'm beginning to realize why i ever had a crush on him in the first place. He's such a charmer, one of those few guys who actually care about their girlfriend. Scott deserves only the best, anything less he shouldn't settle for. This boy is drop dead gorgous with a killer personality, hes bound to go far with the ladies. I'll just be happy as a friend though, as long as I can always keep him in my life I'll be happy, even if we don't always talk he always manages to make each time we do count.
The simple things he says mean the most too, from the sweet compliments to the goofy things, thanks Scott.

So back to my weekend; I got into a fight with my mom, left and got picked up by my friend, who i'm kinda upset with at the moment.
I'm not sure if I should be but I am.
Without letting me know the day before that her boyfriend would be jonning us she completely made me feel like a third wheel, making out with her boyfriend while I sat in mostly silence.
Isn't that fun?
Don't think so.

I didn't have anyone to listen to me for once.
I needed to vent; bad.
It just felt like I had no one to listen.
The person I normally go to with my problems is a boy named Kade.
He's absolutely amazing and he's always been there for me but lately I can't seem to get in touch with him, when I need him.

Has anyone else ever felt like that? When you need someone they're not there anymore?
It really sucks...

So the week got better, my mother and I made up, eventually and I talked to Cameron.
He asked for me to giving him till Valentine's day weekend to make up for it.
We'll see how that goes.

Okay, so for any nerdies out there. If you'd like to do me a favor and teach me how to play this game on xbox called halo 3 i'd be awfully thanksful (:
I got it so I could spend more time with Cameron. Since he has time for games but not me. x.x;
So I figured i'd try to join him so I went and bought the game.

I might try to see if Tyler will help me tonight, ahaha he'll probably make fun of me though ):

But yeah, I've had a tough weekend but its getting a wee bit better...
(:
P.S. Monday tomorrow = school ):<

P.P.S This game is so confusing its annoying me. ): I keep getting shot, lol... not to mention i blew myself up with one of those bomb things...I think I need to lean the names of this crap. xD

So, I've recently decided; thanks to an amazing weekend that my life is at it's greatest peak.
Nothing can bring me down, I'm extreamly esctatic.
Heres what all I have to be happy for.
1. I have amazing friends.
2. My mom is fucking awesome.
3. I had a wonderful adventure.
4. I made new friends.
5. I have the most amazing people in my life; I couldn't ask for better.
6. I'm in love.(:

I was all sick then it hit me through my head cold, "ITS CAMERON'S BIRTHDAY!"
I had no idea what I was gonna get that boyy. ):
I decided with a simple card(with some money inside) and my heartt.
(:
Mann, that boy's amazing.
I got to meet his friends too, they're amazing; and i'd like to think I did well, considering I met some new people.
Its finally a nice start, a new beginning and I love it already.
My weekend tops all.

My GIANT book of memories grow.

On a side note, one of the funnier things that happend this weekend was the event in which we all piled in Corey's car. [Cameron's best friend.]
While Sydney, Wendy, and Corey went inside Walmart we decided to stay in the car and "talk"
Mmmmmmmmmmmmhm.
More like lip lockin'.
Boy; that car was fuckin smokin' haha.
We had the windows fogged up but I swear up and down we were completely innocent.
We were only kissing but Wendy, Corey, & Sydney walked out during the awkward part where I was sitting in his lap.
So it looked muuuuch worse.

It was funny though with either Wendy or Sydney screaming and saying "Everyone's got some in the back of Corey's car except him!"
(: Funfun times.

They all made me laugh. We had fun crankin' the music and blasting it in Corey's car.
I wanna go back.
I miss them honestly.
:C

-School tomorrow, ew.

My week has been eventless.
The weekend before was just dreadful.
So all week i've been getting fluids in me due to an irritated sore throat, which makes it hard to swallow. It doesn't help I'm sure to have 4856495.9 billion things to do upon my return to school since 2/4 of my teachers are just loathful. Maybe they'll go easy on me since its still the beginning of the new semester. I can't really help that I was sick though...
Okay, actually it was partially my fault since I went and stood out in the cold but I promise I had a good reason! And its not like I was trying to be sick.
Frankly, I don't like doctors office's and thats exactly where mum sent me yesterday! Ohboyy.
What an adventure indeedy.
On the side note. I completely and absolutely hate shots.
Its not the needle I hate.. I guess I just don't like being pricked with sharp objects? xD Then again.. who does?
Every since that trip, I've felt completely drained, worse than I did before I got there.
Odd, right?

Okay, so another problem I have.
Cameron's birthday party is this weekend and I really wanna go BUT, Sam tells me she wants to hang.
I don't know what I'm gonna do.
x_x

On another side note in all this I have a few things to be happy for.

1. Spring is on its way c: - That means spring break!! <3
2. Daniel is gone for good. :]
3. uhhh... Well, I'll let you know when I think of a third.

- thats my mind for now.
My mind is clogged with booooogers and mucus, excuse my lack of creativity and words.